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I have been blogging recently from few months and I am not doing it for making any money. The thing is that there are certain things that we don't like to tell anyone who are our close people but those certain things we feel we can not just tolerate them. So we feel we should do something about this. Many people will think that at this point you should definitely go to a psychiatrist but I think that I feel more comfortable by just writing stuffs on my diary and I am also blogging about this fact online. In my childhood I suffered through loneliness, there were no friends and I also didn't know how to make friends. When I was in college my view of life changed a little bit and I was starting to make friends. There was a girl in my class, I can't write her name here. Through a exam we became friends and I liked her very much and I don't know but may be I wanted her to be my girlfriend. 3 years later after passing college we meet again and I got to know that she got married and she has also a child. First thing is that I was very glad to see her again and Second thing was that I was little bit upset that she got married, but if I take a closer look there was nothing to do about it. I never tried to tell her about my feelings so it was totally my fault that I didn't get her. Another interesting story I want to share with you guys. Once I met a very pretty girl through a friend and I  fall in her love. At first I tried to become her friend through online(Facebook). The friend through whom I met her, helped me to get her interaction towards me. My friend was giving me all the romantic messages and I was just passing those to her. I thought that everything was good and now I am going to have a girlfriend. So you can see that how much I was excited about this(don't think me as lame). So one day she planned to meet me and that was valentines day and we planned to meet in a restaurant , I was very much excited about this. But she didn't came alone, she also brought her friend and her two brothers. I also had some of my own people with me. At one point I got the fact that she wasn't here to meet me at all , she just wanted to have something to eat in a restaurant. The friend I had with me at that time knew everything but he was the main man behind the scenes or I should say a prankster because that guy is still my friend today(I am not going to mention his name either). Although he played that prank on me but I can not say him anything because he has done a lot of good things for me, So I don't mind about it at all. So you guys can see that at one point of my life I was in mental trauma but I didn't loose my faith in life and God because I am an optimist. I didn't breakdown , I just walked, keeping a smile always in my face. Music changed my life and I find a place where I can really be happy. I am not in a relationship at present moment cause now I think that relationship is not everything in your life.
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